Ba Lin Rooftop, Nak Hotel Sandakan photoshoot

Thanks to our photographer: RAWNA Production

Our wedding video

Alhamdulillah! Thank you mom & dad. Love you both so much, and Habibi Noorman, I love you.

Song: Yuna Zarai, Here Comes The Sun (The Beatles)
Videographer: Jayhashttp://vimeo.com/jayhas

7th December 2013 | 4th Safar 1345

Alhamdulillah everything is done. Thank you Allah and a very big hug and love to Dad and Mom also my sisters and brother for giving me so much support and loves to go through all these.

To my husband, I love you so much and no words can describe how blessed I am to have you in my life.

So here's few photos around our big day. View all the photos from our photographer here.

Our DIY dowry the day before the big day

Our DIY door gift, filled with gold chocolates

Our stage. Seriously I have never seen such a beautiful wedding stage in my life and this, this is ours!

Yes, that's our DIY dowry; a Quran, a Kain Pelikat, a towel, a praying cloth, a tasbeeh and a ring. All for him

During the Nikah

Tired and take a break. LOL

Me and sisters and brother. Top photo was during the reception in Kota Kinabalu, at his house.

During the photo shoot at Ba Lin Rooftop, Nak Hotel Sandakan and this is my most favorite shot.

With lots of love, here's the compilation of all the events.

Overload thoughts

Time seems so slow

I don't know how shall I face them all

The plans and and people

The future and the past

Everything is killing me

My brain and my breath

How I wish everything can be done soonest

So I shall not suffer this moment of waiting

To be with you

In a better way

To lay next to you

So I wont be alone at night anymore

2 weeks left!

Oh, its been a while I didn't write stuff here and holy molly we only have two week left before our wedding! Stress and super excited. That's all I can say. Laughters and tears are shared together, through joy and fights our love blooms day by day till months and years passed by.

Sometimes I feel like I want to eat you but deep down I know there's still lot more things to explore with you. I love you, Noorman. Our time will come and we shall take our prince and pricess back.

I miss you, asshole

It's true. It only took couple of weeks for to fall in love with you and I already know you're the man I'm going to marry.

We are turning 7 years together by end of this September and we only have another couple of years to celebrate our 10th years anniversary.

You are a magic in my life. You turn my life into something that I've been dreaming of. You've change the most of me to stay in love with you even I've failed for many times, you never give up and never stop and never tired to forgive me. I know how stupid I am but I'm so blessed that I've found someone that can love me even how bad I always be.

I know how bad I am. I know how weak I am especially when my past comes and the regrets that have been haunting me so long. I've tried not to chase them back but most of the time I failed over and over again. But the risk of losing you is the fear that I'm scared about so I hold myself back and keep on going to run after you.

I am so sorry for not being perfect but I can't bear of losing you. Never.

This coming December will be our very big day. I'm going to be your wife and nothing can let us part again.

I love you so much, Noorman.

I miss you deary

Still counting the months and its still so long to come. I mean our wedding day. I'm so tired of waiting, suffering and going through some small fights with you. We've been together of almost 7 years now and lots and lots of things we've been through.

We had enough now, as a couple. I want more as a married couple. I miss your hugs before sleep. I miss how I fell asleep on your lap on thw couch when that time you're busy watching DVDs or palying FIFA. I miss how you crawl on me when I was already asleep and you kissed me and say good night. I miss our 3am crazy routine. I miss your everything.

I can't wait to be your wife. But since we're away now and still have months to go for our wedding, I want to give you some space for yourself to enjoy before I 'come back' again in your life to ruin it with love.

I miss you so much, Noorman