Guilty

I just finished watching Dear John from my hardisk and the story really touches me. It reminds me of the old me whom always let heart break down and walk away with no guilty.

If I didn't met Noorman in my life, I might have been chasing or been chased by my old stupidities and cry all by myself, like what I am feeling right now. Yes, he's not the first guy whom kissed my entire heart. There's someone. The one that I've left broken so hard.

It was everything, happy and crazy but it only happened in a very short time. Short but huge. It was a beautiful place with beautiful people. He's there among the beautiful butterfies that floats all over the small village. He was there when I first met him. Beautifully. But now I've left him.

Gone away... And now I'm with Noorman. The man that I am truly in love with. No one can avoid memories. Bad or good it will always haunt you down. Its just the matter how to handle it wisely.

Past is past and tomorrow comes to teach new lesson to create another memories to be remember.

Noorman - Polaroid

Yes, that's him. I asked him to mms me his fb profile photo in original color then I edit it. Nice huh? But seems too girly. Haha... It's okay.

Playing around with full of love

At home with you.

Beautiful Disaster

I just finished reading this book and its really reminds me of you. Your stubborn head, your hell-like jealousy,  the hot tempered and curiosity of you, your childish madness and silly thoughts of you and everything that really beats my heart had made me fall in love with you even deeper. So madly in love with you.

It's been officially our 6th years anniversary this early 7th Ramadhan and we will celebrating it again on this coming 30th September. Six years been with you! Its such a wonderful and awesome lifetime that I ever had in my entire 23 years old life.

Can't wait to walk more further with you. I love you just the way you are, Noorman.

...and these drawings are just some of my imaginations that I played around. I just can't wait the right time to come.

Lovely short evening

He said he was having a fever so I assumed that we won't meet this evening but just about 5 o'clock of a very lovely evening he called me for a short dinner. So why should I say no? I missed him.

شكرا لك حبي

Just a short date

As usual, but slightly different; we had a short date yesterday after work. He picked me in the office with his Abah's car and drove me home. With a sweet song replay along they way, we enjoyed the most beautiful sunset.

I can't promise we will meet again this evening but for sure, his birthday and our wedding course are just around the corner. Can't wait.

Love you ya habibi.

Days with you

So here's some shots of you during our dinner at our common place. Actually I'm bored with the same menu repeated in this whole week but being with you for couple of thousand years is still not enough for me.

I love you. See you tomorrow!