Beautiful Disaster

I just finished reading this book and its really reminds me of you. Your stubborn head, your hell-like jealousy,  the hot tempered and curiosity of you, your childish madness and silly thoughts of you and everything that really beats my heart had made me fall in love with you even deeper. So madly in love with you.

It's been officially our 6th years anniversary this early 7th Ramadhan and we will celebrating it again on this coming 30th September. Six years been with you! Its such a wonderful and awesome lifetime that I ever had in my entire 23 years old life.

Can't wait to walk more further with you. I love you just the way you are, Noorman.

...and these drawings are just some of my imaginations that I played around. I just can't wait the right time to come.

Sayang leaving on a jet plane

Sayang is leaving tomorrow, to Kedah to sign a document to sell his parents house. We did met this evening and hang out for a couple of hours. He hate the place and I know he wont stay long there.

We were quite busy with our works in our offices. He's a graphic designer while I'm a web designer as well. Since I moved to Tasha's and husband house months ago, we seldom stay together. He work over time a lot so we just hang out once a while when he didn't have much work that day.

We are no longer small buds to be so pamper as before. I am no longer sleep with tears missing him but I still keep the habit; sleep with his worn out shirt with his beautiful smell. His 23 years old teddy bear is still with me.

Marriage? InsyaAllah we planned by next year. Only after their house completely modified. But we still plan to buy our own house. Everything still under plans. Meanwhile, we're registered to the pre-wedding course which is well be held by this 5th and 6th May.

May Allah help everything smoothly.

xoxo